Another mindless set of babbling here so I don't break into friendship speeches while normally talking like Tea from Yu-Gi-Oh does. XD

Day three of:
"MY NOSE HAS RESTRICTED PASSAGE OF BREATHEING
AND REBELION FORCES ARE WAGEING WAR ON THE INSIDE OF MY THROAT"

but at least I have chicken noodle soup so all is well ^-^
though I really freaking don't know where this came from,
I'm almost...ALMOST thinking that not unlike the episode of the Simpsons where they ordered a juice blender from Japan and got a desease in the mail as well,
maybe my Cintiq came with a horrible flu/cold enduceing disease!?
.....Nah, if so then my mother would have came down with it too while she was helping me move it.

Now I haven't had a cold that has lasted more then a day or two in over four and or five years. I'm healthy, family is healthy, we don't believe in colds or flu's or bullshit shots with 20 needles on one huge freaking injector.


Anywhoooo....off the trainwrek subject of my health improveing by getting colds!
and onto the subject of....of...um...eeer..oooo...Hey it's october!

October, is Frostie's first favorite month, second is December.
October has halloween.
October has candy.
October has blood and gore.
October has mindless corperations advertiseing and yanking another holiday for all it's worth.
October has Frostie walking kids (Friend's kids, my Cousin's kids, et cetra, aparrently the block I live on is the best candy hitting location in the entire city o-o; go figure) around the block on the 31st while always keeping vigilent eye out for god damn spiderman. why? there is always, once every year, on halloween, where some guy, I don't have any idea what his age is, or his name or what he looks like, he will come out of nowhere. dressed up. like discount spiderman and shoot me, with cheap parlor web shooter marshmallow gunk.
Still. to this day, I do not know who this person is, but every year my tactics get better and worse at the same time to deal with spiderman.

This year I vow to take the bastard down. even if I have to throw my cousin's children at him. their shrieks can penetrate glass. much less the human eardrum.

I love October. <3


Onto what else i'm doing, Another eternal battle if I should do a completely fiction fantasy comic sometime down the road or do a semi-fiction/semi-nonfiction Gamers comic,
Gamers comics are heavily steryotyped, but are fun to do since you get to go batshit crazy and whatever you want,

Fantasy comics can be the same way, but well more epic. and a plot twist at every turn keeping the seat of the viewer tipped waiting for more!

I'm leaning towards makeing a Fantasy fiction comic,
just because down the road if it gets picked up by a comic publishing
company and is a bit popular with the crowd then I can do something I love,
and make moola for the reeent which the parents are iniciateing four years from now,
so I have four years to make a huge leap into the comic makeing industry, or the concept character art industry. or pick up 150 dialects of a unknown moon language and take a stab at licking Studio Ghibli's boots to work there.

More realistically; I can go for pretty much anything I want,
I have a moderate understanding of video game textures,
I know about elements in putting together a good character concept art,

Though there are cons to this as well as i've stated ooover and oooveeer.

I don't know if there's any company that wants to take a risk on a completely self taught artist, I've heard out of the rumor-mill that more game designers are looking for people who are open minded and tend to work outside of the box,
then I tend to read things that say "You need to have this giant cirtified peice of paper saying you can do this and you can't do that and your really good at this but your head is taped inside of a box",

as far as the crossroads go this is a maze to reach the other end which is where my job lays, Each path has it's own hurdles and things that i'll have to get and learn how to do, all I do know for sure, is..I'm not touching art school with a ten foot pole. XD

it may change, but for now I am not touching it with a ten-and-or-fifty foot pole.
maybe a 80 foot pole. but not any closer then that, only because i'm not quite sure that would help more then it would hurt. somehow I see art school, or any type of school as opening your skull, and someone tearing out your brain, and re-wireing it, putting it inside a crampt box made of iron, and then shoveing it back inside your skull and wireing it frankenstien style.

Art school terrifies me. to a literal sense, I just imagine a 80 year old woman yelling "DRAW REAL PEOPLE AND DRAW IT GOOD OR WE WILL KILL YOU!" o_o;
now I believe that is my paranoia getting the best of me, or just mindless babbling.
maybe both.

at least i've learned one thing,
My cat loves the Yu-gi-oh-abridged series. *is watching it on her Tablet/Monitor*

Well, if I go to art school or not I am determined (Though not as much as a stalker) to get my dream job useing the effort of a sloth!
....it will happen!

Back to drawing! *flails*

oh and yes I plan to sometime visit SL and....clean my notice box, Since Hidden leaf became active i've been getting twice the Notices I used to get from Midgar alone. XD