before I start this post, let me just say; Winter + Ice storms + Electricity + Power outages ='s No internet. so yesterday I was pretty much screwed as far as getting any intrnet time beyond two hours per eye of the GIANT ICE STORM FROM SATAN'S SEX TOY COLLECTION! >_>;;


anyways back to the topic of the title here,
Of course as my mother constantly tells me "You put such energy out to the world and it will happen"

Though when you see a car moveing towards you at high speed, do you jump out of the way, walk towards it, or throw a grenade at it?

to get to the point,
upon checking my Email

as nearly everyone knows I spaghetti strain my SL notices/IM's to mah Email. =o
and I got this,

Hidden Grass Village:---12:23PM
Second Life - Group notice: Regrettably...

Group Notice From: [Crazy Fabio that resurected Hidden Grass, name left out for lazy perposes]

I am sorry everyone, but for finanacial reasons I can't keep the sim anymore. The populace problem atm aside, with no more styphon and rent increased, I can't justify the RL funds I put into this place anymore, Any of you who still RP are welcome to continue at Konoha. But as for me, RL I have to go back to and get my bank account straight again >.< thank you everyone and I hope to see you all again soon.

Well, while I should be jumping for jolly joy that the Fabio RP failed, it actually was quaint and pretty nice, and I felt sad to see it go,
Maybe if I had been on SL more and got more active at that maybe it would have lived a bit longer. but one can't go around on life wondering about the what if's and the what could be's. those are better left for chortling with friends wearing monicles and top hats. XD

So, good and bad things come from Roleplay as always,

man I miss the fun side of Roleplaying D:
actually I just miss roleplaying in General.
the exhileration, never knowing what was going to happen next,
always wanting to know what storyline would unfold next,
the rush.

I hope to be able to go back to all that sooner than later, without the hatrid, without a clouded mind, and drama in the minority.

well, time to smile and get back to work.

as always even though i'm not online as much as I wish I could be,
I still wish everyone good health and good experiences.