June 07 10:00AM
Unfortunately no major sketch blog update.
Alot of shits been happening over the past months and I apologize if my mood has been upsetting anyone or pissing anyone off with my rantings and ravings of war tactics and then just collapsing under pressure, the PSYCHO copy, not being around the bar enough, not doing this or that enough not being able to hang out with the corruption gang enough. losing a close friend of mine to how much I work online.
as well as the Windmill paper forum being completely annihilated without warning by Free forums support. months worth of posting completely gone. one hit after another. yet I refused to see a giant nervous breakdown in myself and just kept going even though all of this bullshit kept pissing me off.
and right now Boots, my cat which is facing diabetes. is on his definite of last legs. he can't jump onto the counter top anymore even with the help of a stool. he tried this morning and ended up hitting his face on the floor. he wont walk a more than a few steps right now without falling over. the same thing one of our old cats Pepper, used to do before she passed away. at the end of it, she slept in my room the night she passed away. Pepper's sister Salty did the same as well. just had the energy sapped from her and eventually had to be put down.
it may be the same for boots now, he either may pass away or my parents will decide to put him down. it's painful to watch him push himself up and walk two steps then lay down. i'll keep updateing here as to what may happen just so in case I disapear for a prolonged period of time it's not cause i'm mad at anyone-
(Okay maybe i'm pissed off at the vet. because Boots was COMPLETELY healthy until the absess last year. then since that visit he needed to go in for chewing his arms and legs and got progressively worse up until now >_< something is fucked up about that.) - the point is i'll still be around though go more unresponsive then usual until I have a verdict on Boot's health. for better or worse.
-Update three hours later-
Boots wont eat or drink water. ;_;
still falling over. it's also possible he's becomeing delusional and hard of hearing, or he's ignoreing us. he hobbled into the bathroom and laid down in the shower.
-THE SHOWER-
he has not done that once since the day he was born. D:
panicky Frostie mode iniciated.
-8:12 AM June 08-
I slept with boots outside of my room on the kitchen floor, the entire time he didn't move. he didn't blink when he was sleeping besides me. all he did was breathe, my mother confirmed this as a stage of feline diabeties. he hasn't eaten he hasn't drank anything and no movement in the last eight hours. I took a nap for half an hour, my mother woke me up to say she thought Boots was Dead and his breatheing stopped, turned out he's still breathing.
the point right now is that he is a vegetable. ;_;
-9:00 AM June 08-
Boot's death confirmed. 8:50 AM Monday June 8th 2009,
his eyes have clouded over and he is no longer breathing or giveing off a heartbeat.
I thank everyone for their well wishes towards Boots. it wasn't a very peaceful passing with his eyes being ajar for 20 hours and problems moveing. but i'm sure he is now happy in his world in the far beyond that doesn't have vets "Fucking his biological shit up" XD.
-1:54 AM June 9th update-
Boots was burried yesterday around dinnertime.
until my father got home and helped me dig a grave we let boots stay on my hoodie where he was most comfortable up until his time of passing. rigor mortis had set in long before. my mother is torn up about it. I don't know how in a serious sense I feel about this yet. Boots has been in our family for fourteen years. so used to just waking up and being forced to follow him to the food bowl where he'd purr happily like a motorboat, or meow at me.
it was definately confirmed that Boots had a stroke on the 7th. my uncle and aunt said they have had a few cats who went through the same thing. Spike is being Spike. very loud. doesn't appear to be doing much then sleeping. which is something I need to do now.
Unfortunately no major sketch blog update.
Alot of shits been happening over the past months and I apologize if my mood has been upsetting anyone or pissing anyone off with my rantings and ravings of war tactics and then just collapsing under pressure, the PSYCHO copy, not being around the bar enough, not doing this or that enough not being able to hang out with the corruption gang enough. losing a close friend of mine to how much I work online.
as well as the Windmill paper forum being completely annihilated without warning by Free forums support. months worth of posting completely gone. one hit after another. yet I refused to see a giant nervous breakdown in myself and just kept going even though all of this bullshit kept pissing me off.
and right now Boots, my cat which is facing diabetes. is on his definite of last legs. he can't jump onto the counter top anymore even with the help of a stool. he tried this morning and ended up hitting his face on the floor. he wont walk a more than a few steps right now without falling over. the same thing one of our old cats Pepper, used to do before she passed away. at the end of it, she slept in my room the night she passed away. Pepper's sister Salty did the same as well. just had the energy sapped from her and eventually had to be put down.
it may be the same for boots now, he either may pass away or my parents will decide to put him down. it's painful to watch him push himself up and walk two steps then lay down. i'll keep updateing here as to what may happen just so in case I disapear for a prolonged period of time it's not cause i'm mad at anyone-
(Okay maybe i'm pissed off at the vet. because Boots was COMPLETELY healthy until the absess last year. then since that visit he needed to go in for chewing his arms and legs and got progressively worse up until now >_< something is fucked up about that.) - the point is i'll still be around though go more unresponsive then usual until I have a verdict on Boot's health. for better or worse.
-Update three hours later-
Boots wont eat or drink water. ;_;
still falling over. it's also possible he's becomeing delusional and hard of hearing, or he's ignoreing us. he hobbled into the bathroom and laid down in the shower.
-THE SHOWER-
he has not done that once since the day he was born. D:
panicky Frostie mode iniciated.
-8:12 AM June 08-
I slept with boots outside of my room on the kitchen floor, the entire time he didn't move. he didn't blink when he was sleeping besides me. all he did was breathe, my mother confirmed this as a stage of feline diabeties. he hasn't eaten he hasn't drank anything and no movement in the last eight hours. I took a nap for half an hour, my mother woke me up to say she thought Boots was Dead and his breatheing stopped, turned out he's still breathing.
the point right now is that he is a vegetable. ;_;
-9:00 AM June 08-
Boot's death confirmed. 8:50 AM Monday June 8th 2009,
his eyes have clouded over and he is no longer breathing or giveing off a heartbeat.
I thank everyone for their well wishes towards Boots. it wasn't a very peaceful passing with his eyes being ajar for 20 hours and problems moveing. but i'm sure he is now happy in his world in the far beyond that doesn't have vets "Fucking his biological shit up" XD.
-1:54 AM June 9th update-
Boots was burried yesterday around dinnertime.
until my father got home and helped me dig a grave we let boots stay on my hoodie where he was most comfortable up until his time of passing. rigor mortis had set in long before. my mother is torn up about it. I don't know how in a serious sense I feel about this yet. Boots has been in our family for fourteen years. so used to just waking up and being forced to follow him to the food bowl where he'd purr happily like a motorboat, or meow at me.
it was definately confirmed that Boots had a stroke on the 7th. my uncle and aunt said they have had a few cats who went through the same thing. Spike is being Spike. very loud. doesn't appear to be doing much then sleeping. which is something I need to do now.
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