"Ignoring is the highly scientific process of not giving a fuck about someone or something. To ignore someone is to completely deprive them of any value in modern society," ~Encyclopediadramatica
Nah, not another negitive sad post that no one needs to hear about. I just burned myself out again yesterday and am in one of those 'I will stab all my enemies in the face' kind of moods, but it'll be over soon enough.
right now i'm working on the special races drawings for the forums, since I guess I have faith that nearly everyone who Roleplays knows what a normal elf, or a human bean looks like. XD
but more into the thoughts of Midgar again, I went back there and nothing truely changed, Still. I will give Midgar two and a half months, I will see then if I do not belong there under the eyes of judgement and things like Tempest and Minako
(Overline: NOT KILLIN MUH CHARACTERS. XD)
I truely think that the time I started to dislike Midgar was around the time when me and Kiba and Six were playing aroud as the Mischeif Makers. which then turned to P.S.Y.C.H.O, when we broke into ShinRa HQ and to the top level I clicked a GM book,
and all I saw was 'buisness this' and 'buisness that', it sort-of...made me sad.
it's like...if one day you see a flower store, it's the most beautiful you've ever seen, the shopkeepers are friendly, then you go away on vacation for a long time...and when you return the flower store is gone, the little shops. the atmosphere is destroyed and replaced with a gritty steel and copper air. now there's a mega-mart there.
and no smiles. no friendly people just strangers comeing in and out.
no matter how convinient it is, I like small townhouses and villages better then cities, but once a city grows to such a proportion there is hardly anything you can do to mend it.there will always be the inconcidorate, the dominant, the ones bent on makeing your life sorrowful by digging fish hooks in your back and hanging onto you for dear life. somewhat like 'some' of the Game Moderateors in Midgar.
and there are some you can trust. those who you enjoy spending time with and can chat on many a subjects without feeling like you are being dragged into a aybss that you can't get out of.
there will always be the good and the bad, if it was all bad, no one would want to stay, if it was always good, it would get boring...though like a house with unstable frameing, or a child who grew up with a bone deficiency.
unless it changes or gets help soon, it will crumble.
or so those are my museings on the subject anyways...no matter how I look at Midgar, I see good in it even if everyone says it has dropped to so low. even if I hardly RP there anymore, it feels like a few elements must be removed before the wounds can heal. like a tumor. then they will need to use the green jelly and tofu from Truama Center to save the day.
Anywho, onto better things....
Like Haji/Hagi from Blood+! *swoons*
sorry, it's just really really pretty 142 year olds always get to my fangirl side.
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*pets the Haji picture* >=>;
TTFN.
Friday, August 24, 2007 |
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heyooo frostie! been a while since i commented so once again this is gonna be a fatty one XD
first off, i wanna say im really sorry i havent been able to help with any of the work that's been bogging you down lately. im really happy to see you and yuge workin so hard on Rose of Obsesion--really your guys' creativity is unbeatable--and im so excited to see it come to life :D i dont really have an excuse for being kinda MIA lately except for my usual reason which is...yep you guessed it, "been busy", and my lack of blog updates prolly makes it seem like i fell off the face of the earth again but really, its just cuz ive had nothing large and interesting to talk about XD id also leave u voice msgs but i didnt bring my mic home with me, though i think there's an old school one somewhere in my house, i gotta go look for it :P
in any case, just wanted u to know i still check back on your blog to keep updated n read up on all the crazy kawaii cool things you've been up to/fixing/creating/bombing/polishing XD at the moment im a bit bedridden cuz i got some weirdass cut/injury of some sort on my eye last night while sleeping, and now i have to stay at home with a patch over one eye :P so, i should be in world/on MSN a bit more frequently for the next few days!
now more specifically regarding your entry...poor mr. patches! what a cute kitty too. though, i know he's having a blast right now in kitty heaven probably chasing after perpetually-battery-powered toy mice and scarfing down yummy tuna. =^.^=
and omg, LMAO on the attention-whore definition! that stuff is so true its almost sad. i had a convo with trowa and trowa not too long ago and they were talking about minako and some other chic i dont know, but apparantly both are totally murderous godmoders, and then trowa mentioned the idea of them RPing together and murg got so freaked out, she was practically shouting at trowa to stop. XD
you're right about RPs in a city so large such as Midgar being hard to regulate, its like liquid being dispersed over a vast amount of surface area and no droplet is connected to another anymore. it works fine for a video game, but for an RP where situations are more or less effective when everyone's on the same page, it's hard. unlike those corruption days where you could locate where someone was if they werent in 2 of 3 places...shinra tower, slums/church, or 7th heaven XD
as for that awesome hair, unfortunately idk where its from either, it looks like it might possibly be from ETD or Refuge but im not sure, ill scout around and if i happen to catch that girl next time im in Harabox, Ill pounce on her and ask!!! :D
aaaand last but not least..sorry this comment is so obese...congrats on getting your emulator working =]!!!
now im gonna pop over into the forum to check for updates--i know yuge has made some new races--and do some mass reading to educate myself about the still-in-the-womb RP -adjusts the cold cloth over her eye- XD
er, trowa and murga* for the 5th paragraph XD!!
It's no problem Jordie. being busy is part of life XD
and we always know that if you go missing off the face of the earth you'll return someday.
Even i'm taking a step back from working on the RP because of brain explosion. and no worries or rush reguarding getting all edumacated on all the RP stuff right away, once everything's been settled and finished and shinied i'll send out a big announcement saying the RP is open. =D
ouchies reguarding what happend to your eye, but...well if it doesn't hurt that much feel free to gloat in Yuge's face that he doesn't get to be a pirate like you! XD
*puts a Pirate hat on your head*
Yarrgh!
I absolutely love Encylopedia dramatica.
it's so chocked full of internet information. to add to the huge problem in Midgar they let God-Modders get away with just about everything or so it seems,
It's a political conspiracy!
they're getting rid of the decent RPers and createing a utopia of evil! Eeeeviiilll! *waves a stick like Grandpa Simpson*
I'll do my best to pop into SL now and then, though SL is turing into a stick being dragged through the mud for me. *kicks SL* Wooork! xD
but i'll most definately be on MSN
now I must run. cheeekin is cooking/burning. and i'm the one that's cooking it. XD