To emphaize on what I meant on the last post, I am feeling more of a 'hell-yeah' moodset as of the last few days.

I have been watching alot of Avatar the last airbender, and I believe wise words are called for;



There are options in fighting, called jin. It's a choice of how you direct your energy. positive jin when you're attacking, and negative jin when you're retreating,

and neutral jin when you do nothing!




So far I understand people are confused, pissed off.
as to why I left the Kyoto groups, Grand Saga, and Dragon's Tear.
yes I never told anyone that I was leaveing. when I did I was hanging around Kiba.
and before anyone judges that Kiba had anything to do with this,
he didn't. it was my decision alone to leave those groups.
and I apologize for telling no one that I left except Kiba.

(Edited 11/19/07)
(I would like to seriously point out here, that just because I was HANGING AROUND KIBA at the time doesn't mean we live on each other's doorstep and he knows my every move and braincel like a stalker. IF YOU GUYS NEED TO CONTACT ME BECAUSE I MADE A CRITICAL ERROR IN JUDGEMENT OR HAVE DECIDED TO WALK AWAY FROM THE GOD DAMN COMPUTER SCREEN FOR THREE HOURS, Send me a MSN message, a comment here, or even a offline SL message! there are THOUSANDS of ways to contact me. ;_;)

but I ask you guys, what is the price of dying for a Roleplay?
I had a wakeup call or devine inspiration, if anyone's been catching the feed for the fashion blogs in SL. one of the greatest Digital designers of this and last year passed away, Ginny Talamasca of Dazzle and Last Call.

I don't know if he (Yes Ginny was a guy o_o;) died from overworking or a car crash or a run-away train. but what i'm getting at. and always have but then fallen off the train of doing anything for my future,

Is that life can be short, no matter what age you are.
If I die tomorrow, will anyone know I died or just wonder where I went?

....
.....
actually i'm pretty sure my brother would log onto everything under the sun I was afiliated with and let people know, i'd do the same for him XD

but if I want to be a professional game concept art developer, I'm going to go for it with all of my might. I may have dropped most of the RP groups i'm in,
I'll always renember and glomp the friends I knew and know today.


so with last words before I go off to the future,
Jordie i'm joining you in the Missing in action box!

*Runs and flee's*

Comments (1)

On 5:52 PM , Anonymous said...

bleh! the voicemail cut me off in literally the last 2 seconds! xD anywayyy, i already said this in my voice msg but im so proud of you for all your dedication to your projects and pursuing that job as a game art designer. i think you're totally cut out for the job...after all, u already fullfil requirement number 1: be able to run on no sleep xD hehe nah but, really, im very proud of you and keep up all the hard work!!! it'll pay off in the end, i promise. hope to see you soooon, so we can catch up on everything, from SL to naruto to crazy future dream jobs and passions :D byeeee~