starting to draw alot more and try to get my endurance up to try painting for longer then five hours at a time on one single painting. though for now it's all been concept work and Frostie going into a bluesy mood. D:

Though I'd like to apologize for the bluesy mood I've been haveing on and off this month. a friend who I haven't really been in touch with alot over the past two-three years due to her being in school and me being busy with painting is aparrently moveing to england in october, strange thing is she moved into the neighbourhood with her mother in the same month years ago.

and....tomorrow with no abrupt warning beforehand her mother is getting married in their back yard. which is just across the street from my house XD;

Their house and Frostie has history...or maybe their back yard. more spesific their septic tank. the previous owners hired my father and some others to help replace the tank. I was 5-6 years old, fell in the pit they dug for the new septic tank.

anyways back on the subject of my friend. kinda depressed to see her go and that may be what's been putting me in a bad mood for this past month entirely. we haven't spoken more then a few sentances over the past few years. at least i'm hopeing we can stay in contact, but that's up to her. she's about two years younger then me. though we're about the same people in two different worlds. and I don't think I'll ever forget waking up a lazy summer morning to go over to her house to play Legend of Zelda OOT or Majora's Mask obsessively. (You would not find two girls on the same block who would do such a thing >>; <<; )

we got in fights at the same time. learned how to ride bycicles at the same time. got our library cards at the same time. just...generally hang out every other day. mundane shit I know.

this wedding tomorrow may be the last time I see my friend until her, her mother and her new...vaguely suit wearing mysterious father figure (He better not be like the mysterious stranger perk in Fallout 3 D< ) leave for england.
I haven't gone to sleep since 11 AM yesterday and I don't plan to sleep anytime soon with this on my mind. so bare with a horribley zombie Frostie for the next 42 hours. :<