Yes! since Ekiri has been absent from the RP......I'm writeing what she's been up to.

she's been...well Solid snake sneaky sneaky in the shadows. XD



Onto the Ekiri Monologue!
[ Just so everyone knows, the MP is Fictional. although ICly Ekiri will act like usual when bad things happen to her. XD]


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Crreeeaaak



Went the Church doors in Midgar, it was empty....beautiful...
as always the light streaming in through the broken roof,



Ekiri walked solomly through the church after closeing the door behind her,
to the front with the flowers she stopped and turned to the Bench to the right of her,
her eyes dimmed, she removed the irritation that caused them to be Purple and green...
they sofened, Gold shining orbs watering up...



"hope we both live long enough for you to hear me say that again....huh?"

She blinked away the water that was threatening to spill down her face,
sitting down on the bench, it was as if ghosts of her memory were sitting there.
she became angrier with herself shaking her head
"I wasn't strong enough....I was tanted...I was weak..."

she smiled lowering her head "He's happy....I know he's gotta be...AVALANCHE is..."
Pauseing she tilted her head she wouldn't know how AVALANCHE was doing since-
She left Midgar weeks back, she looked at the rest of the bench then looking back down
"I cut open my stomach...and removed a child of ShinRa for.....was it for AVALANCHE...
or....did I do it to further damage myself away from you...Because of her...Esune..."



Drip....drip...



Sullen tears began to drop down her face like lightning "Your...Happier now...engadged....I've...moved on...I....can stand...on my own two feet....without anyone....
holding my....." her voice began to break "h....holding...m-my..." she moved a hand softly to her chest over her heart then clutched it tightly crying out her white hair thrashing back then over her face bending her torso over her knee's, mouthing and harshly breathing words in a singing voice



Whenever sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard...



Ekiri wrapped her arms around herself trying to keep herself
from bursting out crying again as she continued to sing the little tune



I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little b-bar.....

choking out the words of the song she shut her eyes tightly tembling as memories of the past began to flood her mind...the old QUAKE days....the laughter...the tears...

My last night here for you.....

S-Same old songs, just once more

My last night h...here with you....

Maybe yes.....maybe no
I kind of liked it your way...
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know.......



Ekiri looked up opening her eyes, now misted by tears stinging with the full force of the air around her, all the memories painful...and the truth....was even more hard,
she reached her hand up to the light pouring in then dropped it onto the FNp90 resting against her chest, that she had taken from Esune... she rested it on her lap, it pointing right at her face,
tears falling onto the trigger where her finger laid...



That I had mine on you...



she whimpered the last words out before she threw the gun to the floor clutching her head crying aloud "Why did I have to go and screw everything up!?"



taking a few deep breathes standing with her full weight on hr legs wipeing the tears that turned her eyes a blood red for a moment before healing back to gold. she picked up the P90 and holstered it back at her neck "I have....to move on..." she whispered weakly
slumping one foot in front of the other for a attempt at walking

"In trying to fix the problem....only made the scar on my heart worse..."


Her face soon turned to anger as she kicked the bench next to her "in this attempt to become stronger...all i've become is weak and petty....my heart wont heal...but I can walk...at least I can walk.....where to go is the problem now...I can't face them....or the Bar...not now...."

Ekiri looked up with empty eyes to the Church doors which were wide open, her mouth dropped in shock, her empty eyes widening in turn, she trembled stepping backwards

"how's my child?"

the gruff voice echoed in laughter across the room, an MP stood kicking the doors shut taking off his helmet, green glowing eyes and long brown hair, "I missed you....you've been gone so long...but...you haven't changed..." Ekiri held a hand to her stomach, where a large scar protruded from her black shirt seeing this with sharp percision the MP tilted his head "You truely hated me so much...you ruined your chance at haveing another child?"

He took a few steps forwards which in turn made Ekiri take more steps back to further the distance "Or was it the man you were crying about earlier, this will be just like last time...you, screaming on the floor in agony and sorrow, and me getting off on it." he let out a heartfelt laugh watching Ekiri's face turn to horror "Who'd want to save a dried up whore anyways?"

Ekiri clenched her fists and gritted her teeth, gaining a quirked eyebrow from the MP who chuckled once more "Angry? your face gets really ugly when your upset...why not relax..it'll be over soon and you can go back to crying over how worthless you are." as he spoke Ekiri tore the FN P90 from her neck and pointed the gun at the MP which got a more surprised expression out of him,

"I don't need to depend on people anymore..." Ekiri spoke, lowering her head so he could only see the emptiness of her single golden eye between pure white strands of hair, "I can stand on my own two feet...I will protect my friends...my hollow heart that you have carved marks in gives me strength...you wont beat me....the only one who can kill me....is myself."

the MP heaved a heavy sigh "Geeze, if I wanted to get off I should have just gone to Honeybee, at least Miss Midgar was cute, maybe she's there." Ekiri pulled a Wig out of her bag that she used for the Miss Midgar pagent and threw it in the air, the MP's eyes widened as she pulled the trigger of her gun and blew the wig to smitherines.

"Y...You!?" the MP drew his sword from his back and held it at the ready "Your with that terrorist group that tried to assasinate the president right!?" he was trembling in excitement and fear "M-My lucky day....if I bring in a terrorist chick-" Boom!

A bullet whizzed at his hip, where his radio was and it sizzled out, making comunication with ShinRa, or backup nigh impossible"Shut up...and die." Ekiri said bitterly the MP let out a cry and charged at her, Ekiri leapt up, onto the blade he swung then kicked him in the face, the training she had paid off majorly she leapt over his head but not before he slashed up sending a large cut along one of her kneecaps when she landed she crouched and began to shoot the MP, the bullets ripped through his clothes, through the areas where the bullet proof vest did not cover, he let out cries of pain as blood began to seep through his blue outfit turning it crimson brown,

blood pumping he ran at her flailing his sword around, Ekiri pointed her gun at his 'family jewels' and let loose, he darted and dodged most of them grabbing her by the leg and swung her around tearing the gash larger and sending her flying into one of the church benches and over behind one, he laughed victoriously walking over "haha....I'm no necrophiliac.....well that's a lie this is pretty hot....sad i'm speaking to myself...but..." he heard a loud click while he was making pompus remarks Ekiri pointed her gun at his crotch and let loose a bullet,

he screamed so loudly and shrilly even Ekiri had to cover her ears as he dropped his sword covering his now severely bleeding crotch with his hands writheing on the floor, Ekiri set her P90 on the bench and stood next to the man as he rolled around screaming 'bitch' 'my crotch!' 'oh god someone help me' 'you dirty cheater' 'whore' and a more wonderful vocabulary that Ekiri didn't care for, she brought her weight on her weak leg which was on the verge of buckling and began to kick the liveing shit out of the MP, finishing it off with a crushing boot on his hands which was covering his crotch, he screamed out crying in a truely terrified and painful manner

"I'M SORRY!! I DON'T DESERVE THIS! All I did was-"

" You deflowered me, You Raped me, you made me pregnant, you gave me no choice but to cut open my stomach and ruin a chance at haveing a family.....and you kind of ruined my kneecap here..." Ekiri spoke without sympathy, without mercy, it was instead full of cynicism and a deepening void the MP looked at Ekiri with deadening eyes, the severe blood loss was effecting him, if he didn't get a doctor he'd die "T...That guy you were talking about...D-Doesn't he love you?" the man choked out on his own blood "Why are you so heartless...all you slum people are the same!"

Ekiri picked up the P90 and pointed it at the quickeningly terrified man's head "Forgive me Yuge, you told me you wanted to kill him...not this time....you can have ShinRa...just...let me send this one to hell..." she spoke softly with glossy eyes as the man trembled horribley" Y....Yuge!? the Rebelion leader!?"

BOOM

Blood rolled down the man's head as his eyes rolled into the back of his head as the last dying groan left him and the color left his face "So...I have made my reserved seat in hell perminant..lovely..." Ekiri heaved a breath before making quick work to drag the MP's body to the graveyard around the side and burrying his body in the most awkward way, but most efficient,

Ekiri took a deep breath before walking around, though she ducked down near a window, seeing some MP's and MP cadets searching around for their lost comrade since loseing contact with him, Ekiri hobbled to the garbage and ducked down in a hideing area inside the scrap metal to hide away, keeping a hand to the gash in her leg so it didn't bleed a trail, though difficult that was the shuffled earth behind her as she walked made it easy to mess up any idea of a suspects whereabouts,

Ekiri took a deep breath then let it go to the air, "One MP doesn't make a difference...but I should lay low still..." she looked up at the plate that covered the sky she had not seen since she came back into Midgar "I've made up my mind...i'm going back to the base..."

She soon shifted from the garbage once the ShinRa officers had left, she looked at the blood on her left hand and right hand, left was the Officer's blood, Right was her own, she chuckled lightly as she began to wrap her knee up in a bandage that soon grew grotesque with blood "Maybe I am heartless...but you need to be to survive...at least to a certian desgree..."

Her trademark smirk grew on her face as she started off walking with confidence with tears rolling down her face as she wiped off the bloodsplatter from he face and her P90, she began to hum a little tune and mumble words as she continued on, her eyes returning to their empty state

"Yo, ho, haul together,

Hoist the colors high.

Heave ho,

Thieves and beggars,

Never shall we die."

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And there we go!

So far Ekiri is still pretty crazy, she had a good cry and a breakthrough, and a murder.

and i'm working on blind eyes! =3

Huzzah!